Much Farther To Go

I’ve been in this almost two and half month long…funk, I guess you could call it. I’m nowhere closer to understanding it now than I was when it started. Okay, well I understand why it started, I just can’t comprehend why it won’t go away. I’ve changed from the always-happy person, to the never-happy one. Or, at least, I don’t think I used to be like this. It’s hard to tell anymore.