Much Farther To Go

So, well, the veg thing didn’t really stick. I’m not going to blame it on my lack of reasons I felt justified to give though. I’m going to blame it on myself never being able to tell people, “BECAUSE why, shut the fuck up.” I always feel the goddamn need to explain myself so as to reach some level of acceptance. So I’ll blame that on myself too, cuz I could easily cut down my friends so that they could accept what I say without doubt for once. (Whew, barely made it through that sentence without cursing) So, while I’ve eaten meat in meals offered to me, and ordered a bit while SEVERELY hungover, I still won’t go as far as buying any to prepare myself. There’s no need really! The ethics assignment I’m working on now could be giving me reasons, but I’m not completely buying into the argument the author is making. I’m no PETA advocate. Can’t my answer just be ‘because’?? Can’t I just be the logical one?

I am a mope! Well, that’s what I can say when I’m in an okay mood, and when I’m not, I look up symptoms of depression…and then usually decide that I’m just being a mope…