Much Farther To Go

is how i feel, possibly even great. While feeling this way I still can get sad or depressed (and still cry like a nutter waiting for a bus!!) but there’s an underlying feeling of fabulousness.

My social life lately has consisted of: job interviews, the occasional night out, and nights in watching too many episodes of Bad Girls. An all around fab life. I’ve got two interviews set for this week, waiting to hear from two to set interviews, and two more to apply to on my school’s job postings board. Man, I really should never have gotten worried about finding a job. My worry now is them being okay with my wage demands, part-time during school demands, and it being something I like.

The secret to my happiness, believe it or not, has been caring about myself first. I don’t specifically mean by not caring about other people, but by taking care of me, because I’m the only perspective I have, and it only matters what I think. So there! I’ve gotten a little fiesty…